Hey.. well life isnt that wonderful right now.. Today sucked-tests almost all day and i've been coughing my head off all day too.. About the guyz.. I don't really got anyone now. I'm kinda talkin to Mark(21 yr old from purcell).. I haven't talked to him almost 2 days.. And idk aobut him.. b/c he's not really the "relationship" type of guy, if you know what i mean..haha .. but mabey he will change b/c i really do like him..so who knows.. ya never know about guyz and me..

OMG did i tell yall aobut what shane(well his friend)did the other morning(sat)?!! well they freakin called my house and 3:00 in the morning like 3 times and left 2 dirty messages saying they were lookin for me and needing to know my pantie size and all this shit.. omg yeah.. they woke my mom up twice so my mom called em back and griped them out! and thens he woke me up that morning and told me what happened.. i was SO pissed! and so i tried callin em(to gripe them out) but they wouldnt answer the fone(prolly cuz they're scared of my mom) then my bro came down later that day and my sister told him aobut it and he called 'em from the house adn they wouldnt answer(cuz of corse they have caller i.d.) and then he called from his fone and griped shane out!... yeah i've never talkin to them again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So anyways.. umm i guess that's it.. its just a very BLAAAHH day!!

Hey everybody... Welp.. I got/made this name so that none of my friends would know about it.. so i can be by myself, ya know.. but yeah NO. oh well i dont really care tho..

Today has been pretty good.. went to the baseball feild after lunch and we all hung out there till skool was over with.. we had a fun time.. it was funny.

But anyways i've been talkin to david on and off..online.. eh, he's goin out with this girl from britain that moved there for the school year.. yeah w/e i was like REALLY REALLY sad about that and crying my eyes out the day he was talkin about her.. but yeah I'm over it now.. i can move on i think.. i mean, we are ALWAYS gunna be friends!! and i love that!! but yeah.. that's that i guess anyways.. i still kinda get sad whenever i talk to him.. but i know its never gunna work out and nothing will ever fucking happen.. so screw that, ya know.. but i'm good tho! :-\.. :-D...

Shane!!(new guy i'm talkin to.. 16, from purcell, we've been kinda talkin a lot) Well.. I talked to him last night.. and we were online and he got off b/c his friend wanted on, so i was talkin to his friend for awhile and he told me to call so i did and we were all talkin on the fone for a long time.. i talked to michael(the friend) and shane and clint(shane's bro) all for like ever and they were askin me questoins and shit.. and lol just w/e and michael kept hangin up on me and crap.. but i kept callin back jus cuz he was tryin to be funny about it and crap.. so okay i think shane was already asleep and i was talkin to michael and he hung up on me like 3 times.. i finally called back a few minutes later and he stayed on and he said the fone was about to go dead and that he was online and told me to get on.. so i was like okay w/e i'll get on. so we got off the fone i didnt get on the comp right away.. i wasnt gunna get on it at first b/c i thought my sister was up(b/c shed prolly see me and tell my mom lol) but she wasn't up.. so i get online and freakin michael was "idle" on yahoo.. so i was like well wtf ever ya know i left him a couple messages.. i was like hey.. well ig uess ur not there since ur idle so im gunna go now before i get in trouble and then i told him to clal me tomorrow(today) and i told ihm bye.. well i got off.. and was the "oh well.." about it and went to bed, bla bla bla.... I get up this morning and i'm ready.. i'm just puttin my makeup on sittin in the living room and my mom and harold was in the kitchen and harold was like who called last night or early this morning and my mom was like well idk and the fone was right there and i was jut like holy fuck it better not've been somebody i knew and my mom looks at the fone and it was freakin SHANES HOUSE.. she siad the name.. then the # and i was like OMG i cannot BELIEVE they freakin called that late.. and i thought i heard my mom dialing a #.. b/c she was like well i'm gunna call and find out who it is and bla bla and i was like Mom, I know that #, its my friend" she was all like "WHAT friend?!" i was like just a friend and she really didnt say anything.. and i was just like holy crap im gunna get it.. thinkin inside my head. and she wasl ike well why is he callin this late.. i was like yeah its shane, but he wasnt the one who called, i KNOW it wasnt shane. he knows not to call past freakin 10 o'clock. it MUST have been his friend b/c i know his friend was over there last night. and of freakin corse she was all gripin and fuckin sayin that she was gunna call him and tell him not to call that late.. i was like !!OH NO!! and i was like yeah i'll call and i will get on to 'em and tell em not to call that late again and she was like well why cant i call 'em and tell 'em.. i was just like whatever and she was mumbling and walked away.. i was SO mad.. but i dont THINK that she called him today.. she didnt tell me anyways.. OH and so after all that i got the fone and went to my room and called shane and told him.. i told to be away if she calls and told him not to argue with her b/c that'll make her pissed off more he was like alright, its okay.. and whatever ................. she pisses me off soooooooooo bad its not even freakin funny!!!!!!so thats that.. i guess!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-P ON HER!!!!!

Ummmmmm I think that is it for now..... OH, a dude in my class gave me his # and was like call me later. so i did (lmao) and well we only talked for a few minutes cuz he was gunn go fishing.. so he told me to call him back later and/but.. i never did.. lol i was too busy with shane and all them.

OH! i talked to josh(friend online that lives in oklahome too) last night.. I haven't talked to him in forever!!!!!! and yeah we talked for awhile on the fone last night.... hehehehehehahahah :-D ;-)

Well I'm gunna go now.. I'll talk to everybody laterz..........................

What time are you starting this?: 4:14 p.m.
Name?: Lindsey R. Waldrup
Nicknames?: Lindz, sweetie
Date of birth?: Dec 6, 1988
Sex?: Chick
Height?: 5'6
Eye color?: dark green

Where were you born?: Oklahoma
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?: 16
Pets?: 1 dog
Hair color?: Blonde and Brown
Piercings?: ears and cartlidge
Town you live in?: Shawnee
Favorite foods?: Subway!!

Ever been to Africa?: no
Been toilet papering?: haha yep

Love someone so much it made you cry?: yes
Been in a car accident?: nope and don't wanna be
Croutons or bacon bits?: bacon bits
Favorite day of the week?: Friday
Favorite resturant?: Chilis
Favorite flower?: Roses
Favorite sport to watch?: football
Favorite drink?: dr pepper...bacardi silver is da bomb
Favorite ice cream flavor?: chocolate chip cookie dough
Warner Bros. or Disney?: Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?: McieDees
Carpet color in your bedroom?: tan
How many times did you fail your driver's test?: I failed my permitt test the first time I took it..
Whom did you get your last email from?: Nicolle Davis
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?: Hot Topic or Rainbow

What do you do most often when you are bored?: Go online, watch TV, listen to music, or call guyz
Most annoying thing to say to me?: idk what saying really gets on my nerves.. just dont be immature!! i freakin hate ppl that are too immature
Bedtime?: suposed to be in bed at least by 10 but not usually untill 11 or so..(weekdays)weekend i dont go untill like 3 or so lol
Favorite TV show?: all shows on MTV and i love Disney
Last person you went out to eat with?: Mom, Harold, Tara, and Levi
Been out of country?: nope
Believe in magic?: eh... kinna
Ford or Chevy?: idk
What are you listening to right now?: vermillion by slipknot
Have you ever failed a grade?: Nope
If you have, what grade did you fail?: none
Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
Do you have a bf/gf?: no
If so, what is their name?: no bf
How long have you been together?: ..
What are you wearing right now?: black sweat pants, and grey and black chicago shirt
Would you have sex before marriage?: umm ...thats not a question for me.lol.
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: ew no
Are you a virgin?: nope
Do you smoke?: i have
Do you drink?: i have
Are you ghetto?: maybe a little haha
Are you a player?: lol no
What are your favorite colors?: Blue, black and pink 
What is your favorite animal?: Dog.. and i love zebras
Do you have any birthmarks?: i know i used to have one on my back
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nope
Who do you talk to most on the phone?: i go through these phases.. where, well i used to talk to matt like every single day.. but hten nicolle every single day.. and now i've been talkin to nicolle a lot and Shane.. I'll say nicolle and shane right now
Have you ever been slapped?: yea by my mom
Do you get online a lot?: um YEAH
Are you shy or outgoing?: outgoing
Do you shower?: duh!
Do you hate school?: yes... with passion
Do you have a social life?: hellz yea
How easily do you trust people?: too easily sometimes..
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: yea
Would you ever sky dive?: uh im araid of hights
Do you like to dance?: yeah
Have you ever been out of state?: yup
Do you like to travel?: yep
Have you ever been expelled from school?: nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?: nope
Do you want to get out of your hometown?: fuck yea!
Are you spoiled?: not really
Are you a brat?: very much
Have you ever been dumped?: yes
Have you ever gotten high?: yes
Do you like snapple?: idk
Do you drink a lot of water?: yep, i do when I'm at home
What toothpaste do you use?: crest

Do you have a cell phone?: no 2 poor
Do you have a curfew?: usually midnight...
Who do you look up to?: nobody really
Are you a role model?: i dont think so
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?: six flags
What name brand do you wear the most?: umm idk i dont care
What kind of jewelry do you wear?: my bracelets
What do you want pierced?: tounge, nose, and my ears again
Do you like takin pictures?: Yes
Do you like gettin your picture taken?: sometimes
Do you have a tan?: no I'm white!! i need to tan bad!
Do you get annoyed easily?: Yes
Have you ever started a rumor?: haha of corse!
Do you have your own phone or phone line?: not yet
Do you have your own pool?: nope
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Boxers
Do you have any siblings?: Yeah, older bro and sis
Have you ever been played?: yea...
Have you ever played anyone?: uh not really
Do you get along with your parents?: every now and then(mom anyways since i live with her)
How do you vent your anger?: haha dont ask
Have you ever ran away?: not yet
Have you ever been fired from a job?: never had one
Do you even have a job?: lol nope
Do you daydream a lot?: Yes all the time
Do you have a lot of ex's?: nope
Do you run your mouth?: yup! :-D
What do you want a tattoo of?: I want a cross on.. either my shoulder or the inside of my arm

What do you have a tattoo of?: dont got one yet

What does your ex bf/gf look like?: fucking hott!
What does your most recent crush look like?: tall.. cute
Whats her/his name?: shane
Have you ever been bitched out?: yup
Are you rude?: haha 2 certain people
What was the last compliment you recieved?: ppl like my hair
Do you like getting dirty?: hellz yea
Are you flexiable?: yeah actually.. u wouldnt i'd be that flexible.. haha but i am
What is your heritage?: ima white bitch. lol
What is your lucky number?: 13 and 23
What does your hair look like right now?: its down and curly
Could you ever be a vegetarian?: no i would die
Describe your looks?: 5'6, blonde and brown hair, dark green eyes, glasses...
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: Black
Would you ever date someone younger than you? not 2 much younger
Would you ever date someone older than you?: heck yes!
When was the last time you were drunk?: It's been awhile since I've been drunk... I've drank but not gotten drunk
How many rings until you answer the phone?: Two usually not unless i gotta run ot the fone.lol.
Have you ever been skinny dipping?: no
If yes, when was the last time?: none
When was the last time you went on a date?: uh.. i guess you could say when I met Dustin at the Mall and we hung out ...? lol
Do you look more like your mother or father?: idk.. i think i look more like my mom now.. i dont really look like my mom or dad
Do you cry a lot?: yea 2 much
Do you ever cry to get your way?: not really.. but when i do cry(its fer real) and then like the next day i get what i want..lmao
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: i say "yeah" and "like" a lot
Are you the romantic type?: yeah sometimes
Have you ever been chased by cops?: uhh not that i can remember.. but the cops DID get called on us when i lived in the apartments..lmao that was some fun times!!!!

What do you like most about your body?: idk my eyes
What do you like least about your body?: weight
When did you have your first crush?: crap i cant remember that far back.lol
When was the last time you threw up?: ew i dunno
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: I don't really care..prolly burnettes tho
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?: no
What about cleavage?: sumtimes
Is your best friend a virgin?: no.lol.
Have you ever fucked someone up?: no
Have you ever been fucked up?: yep
What theme does your room have?: nothing its jsut a bunch of random crap
What size shoedo you wear?: 9 or 9 1/2 or 10
What is your screen name on AIM?: Snuglebear88
How are you feeling right now?: um happy actually
When was the last time you were at a party?: ummmm....long time
Have you ever given a lapdance?: haha no
Have you ever recieved one?: haha no
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Yea prolly
What is one of your bad qualilties?: i guess i speak my mind
What is one of your good qualilties?: Ive been told i'm funny and that i have a cute and sexy voice
Would you marry for money?: hell yea hehe
What do you drive?: my moms car
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?: nobodys
When was the last time you cried in school?: idk
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?: no
What kind of music do you like?: rock, rap, hip-hop, country.... 
Would you ever bungee jump?: idk mabey if somebody did it with me.. like my lover or something lol
What is your worst fear?: being alone
Would you ever join the army?: hell no
Do you like cows?: i like to eat em lol
If you were to die today, what would you do?: Tell all my friends and family(or well mom)how I feel.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be?: depends on who it would be
Do you like to party?: yea 
Hearts or broken hearts?: both
Moons or stars?: Stars
Coke or pepsi?: coke
Favorite scent?: guyz that smell good!!
Favorite band?: i got lots Green Day, My Chemical Romance, The Used, Fall Out Boy, Slipknot, Good Charlotte, Linkin Park, Switchfoot...Ying Yang Twins, Usher, Franky J, Eminem...Kenny Chesney, George Strait, Martina Mcbride, Sarah Evans,

Would you ever dye your hair red?: prolly cuz im crazy like that 
How many languages can you speak?: one.. well a lil spanish

What time are you finishing this?: 5:09 p.m.

My sleeves are drowning ..all watery and black. Oh no, my shirts getting wet.. I can't breathe.. I hope nobody sees...but thats only certain ppl. I really hope he sees me here..all alone..needing him..everyday-of my life- I said one time that I would forget you.all of you. I don't know if that is never gunna happen.. Am I gunna find anyone? !!I want "the one"!! When will it ever happen? I have tried to search..but never can find anything...anyone...nothing..at all. I'm young, I'm willing, BUT I just really want someone with me..to hold me..tight..forever! My sleeves are drowned-My shirt has dots all over it.